May 2013
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[[MORE]]you’d think with all the benadryl i’ve been popping i wouldn’t still have sinus issues BUT GUESS WHAT i was wrong
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Anonymous asked: What things/people/etc do you find fascinating?
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hungry-skin-vacant-meat:
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my followers are dropping like flies lol i’m sorry i’m such a self absorbed bitch
I adore your confessions you elegant self absorbed bitch, i fuckin LOVE you on my dash :)
Aw thanks, I think <3
well you’re fabulous, and your blog’s about you and your thoughts. they couldnt handle how much awesome you have to...
hungry-skin-vacant-meat:
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my followers are dropping like flies lol i’m sorry i’m such a self absorbed bitch
I adore your confessions you elegant self absorbed bitch, i fuckin LOVE you on my dash :)
Aw thanks, I think <3
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my followers are dropping like flies lol i’m sorry i’m such a self absorbed bitch
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Anonymous asked: What would you name your autobiography?
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Anonymous asked: Describe the person you care about the most.
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Anonymous asked: What would you like to wake up to?
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Anonymous asked: Create a soundtrack and book list for a rainy day.
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Anonymous asked: What kinds of outdoors would you most like to spend time in (woods, beach, open meadow, etc.)?
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Listen
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scales swallowing your heart while sandbags fill the veins inside you like the litter in the rivers of the long, broad amazon; you are the amazon, but your body cannot move that way, it doesn’t move enough for someone who is trapped — take your pills no take your pills no take your pills no three hundred is the charm, or at least you’re hoping, because the morphine is so heavy...
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tobaccocat asked: What is this nonsense about people wanting you to delete your blog/you wanting to delete your blog?!? ;(
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tumblr has made me a worse person
this site is so reminiscent of high school i’m not even kidding we’re a community? o h n o yahoo is going to make tumblr MAINSTREAM with MAINSTREAM people? [[MORE]] GROW UP i get the ads part, i do but the “yahoo will attract casual users” ? what the fuck does that even mean and what the fuck is wrong with you tumblr is the mainstream horn rimmed glasses and acoustic...
pray for the morgue & i’ll see you all in hell
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mind, body, soul (notes)
You’re a broken radio with static-static hush-hush sounds for audiences to tinker with. You sometimes hear their voices while they play haphazardly inside you.
You’ve cracked mirrors, because your skull is cracking too with all the pain.
You have a dress of scars you can’t take off, but it’s your favorite dress so far because each wound is a success to you, because your...
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is it so hard to use the word "feelings"
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Anonymous asked: What would you say to your past self and your future self?
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to the ghosts of summer winds: stains →
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chasms in the fabric of your heart — threads gaping wide in disarray go away, go away, go away don’t stay inside us do not stay distress bleeding blind spots in your senses and whole chasms in the fabric of your heart there are fingerprints among them and the core of desperation as you cut…
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[[MORE]]also on an unrelated note who am i kidding i’ll always be repulsive lol
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to you #16 05 2013
I dreamt last night I burned so deeply that winter was my savior; that I could only leave the house when ice was thick and lakes were frozen over. I took many photographs of ice and of snowbanks, and I found kindness in the cold. You will never know how much I love you and your arctic air — you are breath to someone who’s been smothered by summer twenty years of her life.
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Cierra, 2005
seven year-old prey for juvie girls eleven and thirteen with sloppy hair and sloppy clothes, bragging about broken noses bloody faces, and the places they were forced to go as though it even mattered to me in the wake of a seven year old crying because iron plated hearts don’t know how / don’t care to stop the violence. forgotten little girl perpetually restless, i took her in at 12...
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poem from the red death
i stormed your ribcage years ago etched scars into your lungs and with my rage i scavenged love from your incandescent heart. i held you by your throat— you like to choke, i know, and i took your spine apart (disc by disc by disc) i left your monsters swollen in your veins cracked your bones until they bruised and almost broke. i left you lifeless in...
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expect an absence.
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I Can No Longer Carry Your Heart in the Body of my...
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It’s autumn. The slack-jawed ivy burns like earthen blood around the door. “I’m no friend to human skin,” it warns, but I’ve no regard for warnings. I latch onto the arch of its spine with my bare hands, and I tear it from its roots in the gutter. It hisses its final words and slithers down the wall.
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I need to edit the fuck out of this, but it’s still...
Dear optimist community
Optimists and realists are good to be around, but blind optimists are incredibly invalidating because they come off as completely ignorant of the situation. Please stick to keeping it real or at least keeping expectations reasonable.
Sincerely, A pissed off pessimist
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Anonymous asked: What is something that someone has said to you that you will never forget?
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to the ghosts of summer winds: you loved onceat... →
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you loved once at the glimpse of bruises ; you sheltered monsters in your arms until the violet wells began to swell and your bones began to break — can you shake the filth off, can you shake the pain away? revisit your mistakes and bash your skull against the wall until you’re numb,…
despite answering that lovely question i am definitely not ok right now fuck
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Anonymous asked: What does it feel like, falling in love?
rule of thumb:
don’t come back
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don't feed the memories
They bite bruises well into your hands. Break your fingers with their teeth and crawl like worms into your head. Some say they’ve peeled back your skin to find your insides, so that they know your guts like people memorize their pain. They feel they can sit before you with a fist cleaving through your ribs and smashing into splinters in your heart. They break their hands behind bone cages...
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do you come here often?
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we let them kiss our skin in bittersweet redundancies: sex,sparrow’s injury on repeat — broken record, spun once too many times and cracked and scratched and sounding static screams like broken glass ( and if you’ll ask, we don’t have any dreams because the nightmares haven’t passed )
i'm too tired to be breathing.
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you’re miles’ worth of tattered tourniquets dirty bandaids, you look so good in red, in rust to match your filthy bloodlust when you look at your reflection — your insides pluck your vocal chords like picks and you will scream to run the venom out, you scream to run the venom out. you are not made of music you were never made of music, you are made of noxious noise.
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Anonymous asked: Describe a moment that took your breath away, good or bad.
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thank you to everyone who has ever sent me a beautiful message, anon or not. it lifts me up a little and makes me feel like i’m doing something right. thank you. x
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Anonymous asked: I think your writing is amazing, you're so very full of feeling
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thin skin
the weight of chains, the weight of pain. you suffocate in sunlight and you bruise in softly rain- ing showers. you’re allergic to the flowers, and the world cannot help you. you’ve been burnt too many times, you’ve learned to burn your body too.
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Anonymous asked: What talents would you like to be able to have?
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It’s been a long time since I’ve...
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i’m getting some awesome lingerie in today compulsive shopping is what keeps me going i swear it’s so awful and i feel so guilty but not guilty enough to stop
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Anonymous asked: What single word do you find most beautiful?
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Anonymous asked: Describe when/how/where you first met him.
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Anonymous asked: What are some of your favorite qualities about yourself (you must list at least 7)?
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Anonymous asked: What are your favorite qualities about him?
